Thursday, 2 January 2014
Completely fucking lost in this ocean of uncertainty and all i want to know is what the fuck is wrong with me? People everywhere just driving me the fuck insane, hell man - one person does not deserve all this strain. Im really not sure how much more shit i can take cause somethings gonna give soon and im talking snap...shatter...break!
Doesnt matter how much grass i smoke this annoyance i cant ease, jesus fucking christ! I just want one single second of peace. Words can even come close to express what it is that im going through and no professional, no quack or shrink will be able to tell me what the fuck to do? Constantly on the verge but not losing my mind yet and not one single fucking tear to shed...
'By three methods we may learn wisdom: First, by reflection, which is noblest; Second, by imitation, which is easiest; and third by experience, which is the bitterest.'
Saturday, 28 December 2013
Finally when i stop trying to figure out what the problem is and i just let go then ill see a pattern in my life thats been holding me back without me even being aware of it: parents' broken dreams, education, religion, race and then it lets go - it started leaving through my solar-plexus and now its all the way at my third eye already. When i figure out what the fuck it leaves me but i feel it 'filling up' my feet and then moving and cramping itself out all the way to the chakra through which it 'leaves' my life. Feeling lighter and better afterwards?? Not a clue what the fuck but am i the only person experiencing this? And if yes? Am i losing my fucking mind???
'All wrong-doing arises because of mind. If mind is transformed can wrong-doing remain?'
Tuesday, 19 November 2013
'I found it hard.
It was hard to find.
Oh well, whatever, nevermind...'
Nirvana - Smells like teen spirit
Sunday, 3 November 2013
'Even in a minority of one the truth is still the truth'
Monday, 23 September 2013
'Just as a candle cannot burn without fire, men cannot live without a spiritual life.'
'There are only two mistakes one can make along the road to truth; not going all the way, and not starting.'
Tuesday, 17 September 2013
'In the sky, there is no distinction of east and west; people create distinctions out of their own minds and then believe them to be true.'
Sunday, 18 August 2013
'Thousands of candles can be lighted from a single candle, and the life of the candle will not be shortened. Happiness never decreases by being shared.'
Wednesday, 31 July 2013
'You can search throughout the entire universe for someone who is more deserving of your love and affection than you are yourself, and that person is not to be found anywhere. You yourself, as much as anybody in the entire universe deserve your love and affection.'
Sunday, 28 July 2013
'Do not go where the path may lead, go instead where there is no path and leave a trail.
Ralph Waldo Emerson
Friday, 26 July 2013
'He was a dreamer, a thinker, a speculative philosopher... or, as his wife would have it, an idiot.'