Just want to let go, for once just quiet this fucking mind of mine and know what peace and quiet feels like. So many thoughts, so little time. A million and one of the bastards just forcing their way through this bottle-neck in your head called your brain. Headaches from all the thinking, random thoughts flying through your head so fucking fast it feels like your head is on fire, not being able to sleep due to you realising that you actually dont have a cooking clue as to what you are actually doing with your life. Always counting everything, always pairing everything, counting it again and again and again until someone takes it away and then try to slip in another count or two before its out of sight. Crazy? Normal? Wouldnt know the difference if you pointed it out to me. Got to let go, have to let go, think it through, just do it? Well aslong as it makes sense to me...
'We have normality. I repeat, we have normality. Anything you still can't cope with is therefore your own problem.'
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