Lost in oblivion just staring at a blank screen, i know what to say but what does it mean? So many spotted and vague memories in this void, so much memory and grey matter destroyed. Holes burnt from front to back all the way through; and the true beauty? Theres absolutely nothing about it i can do. Ontop of it all it feels like im not making any sense? Cherry on top - that leaves me feel even more and more tense. To relax have some pizza, a blunt and definately a bong, but then why does everything still feel so bloody wrong? Ride of your life in the storms eye, supposed to be rushing but all you want to do is cry, cursing the heroin, cursing the crack but at end of the day you just want your life back. So much fucking time and money on this timeloop wasted, so much bitter honey bought, bartered, stolen and tasted. Simple is what things were years ago, when everything was just irie, relaxed and slow. Now its just dropped a gear and fucked off with the speed of light - losing parts of myself along the way with a huge fright. Have to find myself but where does one start? Best place i suppose is just to look inside my heart?
'Human beings, who are almost unique in having the ability to learn from the experience of others, are also remarkable for their apparent disinclination to do so.'
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